I been in a relationship with my girlfriend for almost 7 years now. It’s almost been 2 1/2 years that I haven’t seen her. We hardly talk on the phone which consists only “good mornings and goodnight or I’ll be going to work” because she’s busy due to the time difference since she lives abroad. On her weekends she said she rather relax and not have time to think about anything since it’s her only days off from work. So, I don’t bother her because of that but there are times I would call her randomly on her days off just to talk to her but she’ll say she has nothing to talk about. Most of the time I would be the one calling her than her calling me. When she does call me it’s usually when she needs something from me like how should she said this sentence in English or to vent about something. At times, I feel like I’m single because of this situation, I also feel if I were to bring this up it quickly turns into an argument. The last time we spoke, I made her cry because I wanna to see her on facetime since we haven’t seen each other for 4 months. She tells me she loves me but sometimes I feel like she doesn’t because she hardly messages which has been going on for the past years. Every time I want to bring up about our current situation, she tells me to not think like that or why am I thinking this way. She was supposed to come and visit me in the winter but kept debating whether to come or not. I told her the plane tickets would be more expensive if she were to buy it at the last minute. So, she chose not to come but next year instead. She tells me she doesn’t have money but goes out a lot with her friends and co-workers because of that it makes me doubt this relationship a lot. I do talk to her about my insecurities but she tells me to not worry and to not think like that but I can’t help but wonder all the time. What should I do?