Hi. I feel so awful, but I can’t ask anyone in my life for perspective. For context, I (21) have a pee fetish, mainly watching people. When I was 12 and my little brother was 6, I often went out of my way to help him use the bathroom. I never touched him sexually and he never touched me. But sometimes he would be in the stall with me if we went to a public restroom or I would help him aim in the night if he had to use the bathroom. I realize it was wrong of me and often worry if he remembers it. I was young at the time, but not too young to not understand boundaries and right from wrong. I’m worried that I molested my younger brother by holding him while knowing I felt this way. My parents knew I helped him to the bathroom since he was young and had a problem with bed wetting, but I doubt they knew that I held it for him and I know they would think it’s wrong. I feel so guilty.