Throughout my whole life I've always been the "quiet kid" but I was going through a traumatic childhood and no one knew. Knows. But it feels like no one cares, I hear other peoples days and how they are but no one asks me. It feels like no one knows me but when I try to speak I can't physically do it because I'm so used to being shunned. It's hard to connect to others and I don't know how to bring it up. I always try to be there for others but it clearly shows that they won't do the same for me, I don't ever feel it.