Hi I need some advice on something. I used to have a friend that I’ve since had to stop talking to. She was a really close friend of mine who is known since 5th grade and I’d walk her home every day. She was my main source of validation and comfort and I got really attached fast (because of my mental illness caused by childhood abandonment) and she got uncomfortable and cut me off. I got really defensive when I noticed she was growing distant and did a lot of things I regret to keep her around. This was 2 years ago. I gave her a really half assed apology like “sorry I did that bye forever” over text when she ended things. I wasn’t ready to except my wrongdoings at the time and held a lot of anger towards her for a while. I’ve since learned and grown from my mistakes and really want to make it up to her. I’ve been working on an actual good apology that she deserves and I’ve been wanting to give it to her just to clear up any thought that she might’ve been at fault (she was very much not, it was all me.) If she doesn’t accept my apology I plan to leave her alone forever. I have all the same classes with her and it’s really awkward and I want to fix that but I’m afraid she’ll think it’s stalker-like if I come back for an apology re-do. I genuinely feel sorry and want to fix what I’ve done. Do you think it’s creepy or no?