(disclaimer: sorry if my English is bad. Also I am not sure of the correct trigger warnings to use in English so I shall try to not go into any possibly triggering details)
How do I decide to go to the psych hospital (I think that's what it’s called in English)? My doctors have been recommending it for quite some time due to a lengthy list of worsening conditions. You could blindly pick a random page from the ICD and it would probably have something on there I have.
I do think it would help. I'm self-damaging and suicidal. But my family and partner disagree. And because of my mental illnesses, I know that if I go despite their opposition, no matter how hard I try to focus on my own healing while there, my mind will constantly be fixated on the fact that I'm there against the wishes of the ones I care about. At this time it feels like my only option is to wait until I get so bad that the doctors no longer give me a choice. But I do not think that is the wisest approach. Any recommendations?