Hi! As the title suggests, I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder back in July after a rapid cycling of moods. They started me on medication, Lamicital I think, and it has since made me manic. After months of trying different dosages and antidepressants to combat my anxiety/anger, I ended up losing my job and yelling at my landlord because I couldn’t control my anger. There is definitely more to the story, but this is just the gist. Since I lost my job, I can’t pay for the doctor anymore. I stopped taking the medicine and it sent me into a depressive episode like I’ve never had before. So now I’m forced to either be manic or depressed, and I don’t know how to control either. I don’t know where to start or where to go. I guess my question would be: is there a service that offers discounted psychiatric visits and do you have any tips to help me control my illness?