I feel like I'm in over my head with school. I'm beginning my sophomore year online tomorrow. I thought online school would be a good idea because school has always been an extremely bad place for me and my mental health. However, we only got our schedules today and mine is completely messed up (15 classes instead of 7, some are duplicated subjects and some are electives that were supposed to be replaced.) , they said they'd fix it hours ago and it hasn't been fixed.
I also completely forgot my summer reading, I know that's my fault. But the thing is despite how much I try I cannot get into the reading. I've been needing reading glasses and was never able to get them. My mother says I'm not putting in any effort but I'm truly trying I swear. I don't know if I'm overreacting or not. Too much is going on for me to process. I don't want to fail and disappoint my parents but it feels like that's what is going to end up happening. They expect me to be the kid who gets all the good grades but I really just want to drop out and not worry about school ever again. I don't know how I'm going to get through this school year.