yes, I’ll admit it, I’m depressed, I have anxiety and I feel suicidal but I think my family has a big part in this. they used to compare me to my cousins,friends,sibling and classmates. It hurt to be told “why aren’t you as fit as your friend” “Why can’t u be as smart as that kid from class” or “you cousins never did this, why do you do it?!”. It kinda “spoilt“ my relationship towards them, I felt complexed around my cousins and sibling and I felt distant from my friends. I still feel this way. How do I stop it? I even seem to be keeping quite and “to myself” how do I help this? My thoughts/feelings towards people have changed since others people (family to be more specific) keep comparing me to them with a negative affect.