& just said they want to get out of the house just so they don’t have to see me I’m just so tired. I just want parents that love me. I just want someone to love me. I fucked up so bad. What did I do to deserve this??? My own mother hates me & my step father agrees with everything she says. My dad, who lives across the country, hates me as well and I don’t know what to do. I’m only 15
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damn. My parents loves me(somewhat), but when I try to stand my ground against him, he just starts talking behind my back to his friends/wife(my mom). My mother is different. She used to be hella toxic. I was locked in a basement in the previous house we lived in. She would grab a piece of wood and literally spank the hell out of me. Later after like 1 year or more, she made me pack my things in a suitcase and leave. I cried my way through that and managed to stay probably from getting in her soft spot. They always get in fights or shitty arguments like: "The soap. Get the soap!" "Where is it I can't see it! " "You're so dumb. I shouldn't have married you. I'm going to move into *country she lived in previously. I don't want to see your face anymore." Right now I'm 13 years old. 2 years younger than the guy earlier. I have this level of thinking(not childish whatsover or is it just me) because of all of these events barging into my life. Whoever reads this, I hope that you don't be like some other guys and fucks their entire family relationship over something trivial like games or entertainment. Our relationship should be at the bottom of "normal". Right above a shitty relationship. Alright Imma head out. Probably not gonna see anybody if you're replying, but whatever. My Grammar is probably trash cause I didn't revise it, so don't lose a brain cell.