So, I always have struggled to make friends (I have the little suspect that maybe I have social anxiety) the thing is... A few years ago I used to have a friend, at that time I was a total mess, I was pretty depressed and this friend used to say "You are just sad for nothing" or "How will I help you if you are only crying?!" well, I think that maybe that's the reason why I'm so insecure now about showing my feelings to other people.
Years after that I meet a person online and I legit thought we where doing fine, we used to talk everyday, make jokes and even make future plans together. That person just stopped talking to me without saying anything like eight months ago and now I'm starting to think that maybe I'm the problem? I mean, a part of me thinks that is only bad luck but I just can't stop thinking that maybe I'm a bad friend and that's the reason why people just suddenly stop talking to me...