The uear I turned 18 my grandfather passed away and I always felt it limited my enjoyment of my 18th birthday because there was all the stress and grief about it.
I just found out my grandma has cancer for the second time in 2 years. I graduate University this summer. I'm worried she won't make it till then and just like my 18th birthday, I won't be able to enjoy that time abd thar big event in my life. I feel horribly guilty and selfish thinking like this because I really love and don't want to loosr my grandmother, but that thought sticks with me.