I have another thing i would like to talk about and be helped.. I've never talked to a boy, only once in 9th grade (i was 14) with this guy i liked and we were in class together, but never happened. Since then i've never been able to talk to male gender, i become so shy and i feel stupid. My sister has a boyfriend, i have a good friendship with me, we always laugh, we make jokes about each other etc.. Since he gave me attention i get jealous if my other sister (not her girlfriend) is more friendly with him, and he is more friendly with her ( he his 7 years older than me and 3 years older than her). I don't know why i get so jealous, it doesn't make any sense. Why should i be jealous? I want to stop feeling this way but i don't know how to do it..