Since high school my troubles at making friends has grown. I don't know why but something happened to me, that i became more and more insecure and shy. For my first year i managed to make some friends, but not as many as i wanted to. Now i'm in college, and although is online, most part of my classmates have made friends. I just have one friend (she was my classmate in high school). I'm afraid that i won't be able to make any friends. Last year i went to a course for six months and couldn't make friends. It's not that they bullied me, it was because i get really anxious when i'm around new people. This really affects me, i feel like i can't act like a normal person anymore; i´m always worrying about how people perceive, in social situations i always think the worst of myself. And with that in mind, i'm afraid that in college it will be the same. I know that i shouldn't depend on other people, but i don't want to be lonely. It's really affecting me, i want to do well in school and enjoy the experience. I hope you understand. Thank you.